love ya....

2010-05-01T00:13:00.003+08:00

Been months that i last update....

Today its my anniversary but bf have to run mid-night shift.

Monday i will get to see him again.

This is the first time i am really happy in this relationship.

Really hope he is the one.

Shall show you all a photo of him.

Leon and me!

2010-01-26T23:50:00.002+08:00

A few days ago, had a great talk with my girlfriend.....Talking about relationship, guys and how to forget about them.....Sometimes we girls need accompany, love, care and concern but they just would not understand our feelings. Hint them, sometimes they get it sometimes they don't! When we girls ask them stuffs, they will start to complain why are we controlling them! When we head home late, scolding is what we got! Isit that hard to get someone that treats we girls like queen and dotes us? Where have all the perfect guys gone too?

2010-01-19T00:44:00.002+08:00

Sunday i had a great big smile on my face, sometimes i just really just need someone to talk to.Lucky thing is i have him around to keep me relax and comfortable. Talking to him i could just think real well and consider what to do next. Sometimes being alone will allow me to be relax for a while. I know you all might find it odd but it really works for me.

I really a good night yesterday, the talking and the chilling was great. Felt super relax after telling you all my stuff and the stress i have. A short drink with the sea breeze was the best place that i want to be. I will be back there for more chilling and relaxing.

All stress and thinking must be done ASAP if not i really going crazy! But at least i am more relax that ever. So i deserve a short vacation for relaxations and shopping. Anyone who have leave to spare me on the March please tell me, cause i looking for friends to accompany along.

2010-01-16T01:58:00.002+08:00

Sunday is just one day away, will it spoilt my whole weekend or will it end it with a big smile on my face? I don't dare to think about it, just hope that I won't cry over this. Maybe its really time for me to make a huge step of my life, really get out of Singapore to work or study. Maybe i should give it a try on a working vacation, out of Singapore and have sometime to think about what to do and what I want. I seriously don't want to do what my parents wants me to do after i finish my attachment in June. How I wish i am in a family whereby decision making is done by myself and not parents controlling over it. Anyways they are still my parents after all nothing wrong when I listen to the ways and wants. Why not right? Keep everyone are going to be happy but I the one who is cry all day long.

2010-01-13T01:36:00.002+08:00

I am back to post some stuff again....

wasn't in a good mood for weeks due to some problems.

I really hope i can forget about it and move on but i can't.

cause i going to give it another try, i dun wanna give up in this so easily.

lets hope this sunday won't be a worst off that i will have..... =)

2010-01-06T23:27:00.002+08:00

Many things happened in 2010.....

Everything just started and i am having a bad start off.....

I just hope everything won't be that bad!!!!!!

2009-12-31T23:17:00.003+08:00

Today its a last day in FnB department and its the new year eve.....

Its a happy day and i am loving it.....

Celebration will be with frens at where still not sure.....

I hope it is fun and not to get drunk.....

Happy New Year To All.....

Love you all....Muacks!!!!

2009-12-13T13:39:00.002+08:00

It time to update......

I am super duper stress up!!!!!Can someone just release my stress! I need a long break! Been working till my two legs are swollen!!! damm i curse my restaurant captain!!!!!! Useless idiot forever ask the trainee to do stuff! Why did i made the wrong choice! WHY!!!!damm useless PAN PACIFIC ORCHARD!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! =(

2009-11-26T12:22:00.002+08:00

Candy is a happy girl!!!!

2009-11-05T14:45:00.002+08:00

Two more months before i change department and i am tired of hotel line. I also wants to be alone and get a new life.

Drinking. clubbing and other this have to stop for now. I need to rest and relax.

2009-10-13T18:14:00.002+08:00

I am kind of stress up! Opening a pub is not easy, there are many things to consider about. The most inportant things is i don't have the time to go down and check on the accounts and the entertain customers. Oh my god can someone just give me a break.

2009-09-29T15:15:00.004+08:00

I am sick and tired of Pan Pacific Orchard. Things they say is so damm different from what they are showing us. First tell us they like us, second treat us like shit and still dare to tell us they love us. Oh my fucking god how i wish i can kill them, they are fucking fake in person and i am tired of wearing a mask to work. Too sick and tired, fucking hell hate working in hotel line. Damm it how come i choose the wrong hotel. Hahaha never mind just tolerate another 8 months.

I miss school days, miss school mates and miss studying. I MISSED MY NORMAL LIVES.

2009-09-04T18:35:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Daddy......

Hope he would like the present that i bought him

2009-09-02T15:12:00.003+08:00

2 months passed, attachment at pan pacific orchard was a killer!!!!! Many unhappy stuff happened, staff wasn't too helpful for the three of us in the restaurant!!!!!basically all of us are sick and tired of working.....staff treatments are like shit and we do all dirty jobs for them! hours to work also longer that full-timers.....now two new captains are quitting due to the hotel treatment.....leaving the three of us to die....sick and tired of this shit.....hotel line is not a good choice.....i might choose the wrong hotel at the wrong time!!!!!!pan pacific orchard are screwed up.........

2009-08-30T16:12:00.000+08:00

The presents that i receive.....

2 bouquet of flowers

1 huge me to you bear.....

n97 phone, burberry perfume and 3 watches....

2009-08-28T15:49:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!

Had dinner with parents at a western restaurant and Clubbing with Terence and clique at Dbl O

PS: Thanks for all the wishes and gives that i receive......i really love it alot.....

Thanks!!!!! Love You All <3>

2009-07-26T00:54:00.000+08:00

Our superman is gone forever.....

His smile, laughter and humbleness will be gone.....

In our heart, superman never dies......

We will missed you.....

Do Stay happy as u always did in the other world.....

Someday we will see you there......

Hug and kisses to you.....

We All Loves You.......

2009-07-16T18:27:00.002+08:00

what the hell.....
my friend just said that i look like lara from nan quan mama.....
can someone please tell me i dun look like her.....

2009-07-14T21:09:00.002+08:00

hey..... so long since i blog.....
now having my attachment at pan pacific orchard.....
been two weeks and i am fully dead
have to do all shit stuff clearing, setting fold napkins and others
really tired of them and work......
basically i am dragging myself to work......
sick and tired.....

2009-06-17T02:27:00.002+08:00

will be out of school in another few more days and all of us will be having our internship.....i would miss them.....even though our hotels are near each other, timing would not be convenience to meet up that often and have fun together.....so let us enojoy our last few days of school life......

2009-06-14T02:34:00.004+08:00

There are many things running through my head, i don't know what to do?

So now i fall in love with this song by Rihanna " A girl like me"

Cause a girl like me

Is just a lil' different from all the rest

And a girl likes me

Never settles for second best

Could it be a boy like you

That would gives me anything

If i asked him to

To take all my dreams

And make them true

Show me all the reasons that you

Ought to be with a girl like me

Just like me

2009-06-09T02:23:00.001+08:00

i cannot sleep......

2009-06-07T16:49:00.003+08:00

大男人

Why is the whole world full of 大男人......

WHY!!!!!!!!

I am so going to breakdown.......

Candy is tired, tears is not falling off.....

Friends know what happened but not him......

Maybe he don't find it a problem, but i do and i am sick of it......

2009-06-05T17:25:00.001+08:00

CLUBBING

(FAZLA FAREWELL)

2009-05-27T17:14:00.000+08:00

HEAVY PICTURE UPLOAD

2009-05-23T16:28:00.001+08:00

Candy wanna cry, get drunk and be alone

2009-05-05T00:21:00.002+08:00

Have been throwning my temper around....Why?
Even myself don't even knows.....
I want to be alone.....Why?
Maybe i might just cool myself down.....
Had many friends and a loving bf....
But i just can't stay happy.....
Do I still have many unsolved problems?
I can't even remember.....
I want to have a good night sleep but i have been terrible nightmares everyday.....

CANDY IS REALLY TIRED......

2009-04-24T00:52:00.002+08:00

Why is girls always thinking about themselves?
Why can't girls multi-tasked?
Why can't girls used their head to think and stop putting blame on others?
Why can't girls being so bimbo all the time?
Why can't girls stop being so selfish?
Why girls have to push all the blame on others?
Why can't girls think carefully that it might be their fault?
Why they always have to stress everyone up?
Why they can simply sit down and have their lunch while others are working their ass off?
Why are they the one complaining about tired?
Why they have enough sleep yet we are FUCKING TIRED?
Why we have to clean their ass for them?

WHY WHY WHY??????

2009-04-23T02:58:00.003+08:00

Had funds raising today....
My lovely Kenneth made breakfast for me and brought me to school.....
Saw how fund raising is done.......
I BELIEVE HE WAS JEALOUS.....HAHAHAHA

"Excuse me, can i ask u a question? what perfume do you used? The perfume smell familiar!!!!"

I just love this question.....BUT
It is an lousy way to get a girl to notice you.....
It just suck......

Ken i know you are JEALOUS and PISSED when the guy asked that question.....hahahahahaha
JUST ADMIT IT......hahahahaha

2009-04-18T03:10:00.001+08:00

Celebrate HAMSTER BIRTHDAY at clark quay

Drank at tcc.....mango vodka.....

The weather is soo warm and hot.....sweating like shit....

So alice and me decided to go ZIRCA for some aircon......

Had some photos taken with kenneth since he request

LOVE YOU<3......muacks

2009-04-12T16:48:00.002+08:00

Went to st james....
With my clubbing mates....
Had lots of fun after many troubles and stressing over things......

Took at least 30 over picture
But it was fun.....
When someone is there to accompany me the whole night.....
Wahahahahaha........going to post the picture soon....but it will take some time.....

TOO MANY......WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!

2009-04-12T00:23:00.000+08:00

Candid shot

us again

Omg both of them are gay!!!!

Girls of the night

Ting and Eileen

Alice and Rayner

Girls

Lovely us

Alice and Eileen

US!!!!!

PHOTOSHOOT!!!!!

2009-04-08T03:38:00.002+08:00

had photoshoot for c & e projet.....

had fun....

Photo are pretty......

posting it soon....

2009-04-07T03:04:00.000+08:00

IT'S A HAPPY DAY!!!!!!

WHY?

CAUSE I WAS SURPRISED!!!!!!!!

i had flowers.....first was a bouquet of 3 roses but i did not expect him to get me another bouquet of 9 roses......shock and happy.....6 month anniversary

went to orchard for dinner.....walk around and enjoy our day.....but had to bring him to fashion bar due to alice, sherlin and joy.....they were kind enough to celebrate our anniversary.....no wonder i love them soooooo much.......haha.....

went back to my house void deck had our couple talk and spent our last minutes of the day together.......

i just love the day........Muacks love ya <3

3 roses

9 roses

SO TOGETHER I GOT 12 ROSES.......

2009-04-05T16:03:00.003+08:00

Yesteday was wow.....

Met many friends.....first yi wan, jia rui, jia jun and zheng yi......quite shock to see them walking to ws.....met alice and sherlin for a short shopping and the best part.....was kanna wack by alice at least 3 times on my butt.....ouch!!!!!

Went to fetch ken from with his workplace and got scared by Jeff.....so sickening.......went to ps to watch 12 round.....wasn't that bad kind of nice.....

took night rider since i never tried taking one.....went to downtown east mac to have supper.....OMG i saw my seconday friends.....the most important one is i saw an asshole there....my first boyfriend.....so shitty to see him.....totally was a WOW day!!!!!!

2009-04-05T00:07:00.000+08:00

WARNING.....

Photo update....

Boat Quay

irritating fingers
Drunk!!!
Joker....

Love Him

Dumb ass....

ZOUK

WOW....

Muacks....

Miss clubbing with them....

2009-03-19T01:19:00.001+08:00

i am tired

i wanna sleep

i don't want to do econs project all by myself......

just too f**k up.....

2009-03-14T19:04:00.002+08:00

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2009-03-14T17:45:00.000+08:00

CANDY IS REALLY TIRED!!!!!!

2009-03-12T17:16:00.001+08:00

Candy wants her voice back......

AND SHE WANNA GO ZOUK TO HAVE FUN!!!!!!!

2009-03-11T01:26:00.001+08:00

CANDY WANNA BANG THE WALL..................

2009-03-08T23:44:00.006+08:00

Many things happened......

Clubbing for 3 weeks but fun with my mates......

I kind of like dancing seems to be fun but tired......

Malays guys seems to be irritating but not all......hahaha

us with my long lost fren stam

the usual us
us again

bestie frens cum clubbing mates

candid shot

irritating couple

new clubbing mates /besties mates

hard core clubbers

The Joy and Candy

Love them......

2009-02-14T12:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!!!!!!

2009-01-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!

ALL FRIENDS AND FAMILIES

2009-01-18T19:13:00.000+08:00

I miss myself......

2009-01-17T18:19:00.003+08:00

soon i shall be getting busy......

I don't think i have time for everything......

Wait for the surprise.......

Now it's the time to lose some fats..........

2009-01-12T18:11:00.000+08:00

Bags

clothes and towel

mickey and minnie mouse

make-up and mask

2009-01-10T01:11:00.000+08:00

Went Hong Kong for 4 days during hoildays........had lots of fun and enjoy alot....didn't buy lots of stuff back.....but at least i got things i wanted.......i wanna go Hong Kong again.....missed the shopping and the food......super yummy.......Singapore very hard to find fresh fruits, vegetables and seafoods........Hong Kong is totally the best shopping place.....

Beef, wanton and dim sum

my loves.....egg tart

the best place for mahjong lovers

MTR to Disneyland

Disneyland Hong Kong

Stitch and me

Minnie Mouse and me

2009-01-05T00:11:00.002+08:00

sick and tired

totally fucked up.......

i want to kill myself........

i want to be alone......

2008-12-17T10:29:00.001+08:00

Dumb Dumb........

I am hurt that all........

2008-12-16T19:52:00.002+08:00

I fell in love with this song.......

Kind of emo for this fews days.......

I just love his lyric.......

It might make my tears roll......

But it won't......

I just can't get over it......

How i wish i had never step in..............

2008-12-14T18:51:00.002+08:00

Candy is MOODY...................

Candy wants to be ALONE..............

Candy wants to CRY..........

Candy HATE HERSELF.............

CANDY NOW IS NO LONG THE HAPPY GO LUCKY CANDY.........

CANDY IS DEAD..........

2008-12-09T22:00:00.002+08:00

Exam week......i think i still can manage but not for FOM......

The late nights that i had is making me sick.....

Having a slight sore throat......YES SORE THROAT AGAIN.......

Maybe i am kind of used to the pain.....haha.....

My health should be getting better but its not.....

And my life still have to go on......

PS: Dumb Dumb you must jia you.....We fight our sore throat together......hahahaha
winner gets to eat cheesecake.......

2008-12-08T19:28:00.002+08:00

Dumb Dumb fall sick le.....

It's time for me to take care of him le.......

I really wish him to get well soon......

Please drink more water and smoke less........

2008-12-06T18:13:00.002+08:00

What the hell did i do......

Why is everything falling on me....i don't have the strength to do all this stuff......

I have to put on a smile and laugh......I could not let him know that i am down......

I really wants to cry, bang the wall, and maybe kill myself........

It may seems stupid but soon i am going to collapse.....

I have been strong but its time for me to let go......

Candy is VERY TIRED.....

2008-11-22T19:33:00.002+08:00

I got this bear to accompany me.......

Love it alot......

2008-11-22T03:30:00.002+08:00

Feeling very funny and odd.....

Wanna cry but tears doesn't seem to fall.....

Kind of emo but trying not to be a emo kid......

I want my happiness, health and laughter back.....

I don't want to go for the check up......

I don't want to be in the hospital.....

I don't want to go for operation...........

I just want my everything to be the same.........

2008-11-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

Today was the day i ate food which i had long missed......

Drank my favourite drink, ate subway and had my cheesecake......

I think my conditions is soon getting worst.....

How is wish the week will never come......

Really wants to cry but i am still holding on to it........

Just wish that it will never come true.......

2008-11-16T14:03:00.002+08:00

Feeling even worst today......felt like vomiting but nothing came out......

I don't think i will be able to eat much.......

Wanna eat something sour but i don't know whether i can......

Oh well.....going to enjoy myself before i count down the hours to go for my check up......

See ya....

2008-11-16T04:06:00.002+08:00

Soon Finishing my last batch of medicine......

I don't think it's helping.......

Finally parents ask me why am i taking so much medicine......

Don't dare to tell them....maybe wait till the day i have to operate.......

Still scared about it.....but because of someone i shall be strong.....

Ps: Dumb dumb when i recover remember to make lots of yummy food for me to eat ok?

2008-11-14T17:08:00.002+08:00

I cried when i read his blog.......

I seriously don't think that he is useless......just that i am not taking good care of my health

Been there whenever i needs him......

Its me that is giving up my health........

Seeing medicine every single day make me feels like i am leaving you all......

But i will still be strong continue the medication and recover ASAP.......

Please do not blame yourself.....you did lots of things for me le......AND YOUR NOT USELESS....SILLY

2008-11-14T00:20:00.002+08:00

Haha.......was on two days mc.....conditions got worst

But still under medication......now i really wish i could just remove it out.....

It seems like i am getting weaker and weaker.....but never mind i would try my best to recover

As i promise i will take my medication and i shall not give up......

2008-11-09T19:28:00.002+08:00

Tonsillitis

Tonsillitis (ton-sil-lie-tiss) is an inflammation of the tonsils caused by an infection.
In tonsillitis, the tonsils are enlarged, red, and often coated (either partly or entirely) by a substance that is yellow, gray, or white. Tonsillitis usually occurs as part of a pharyngitis (throat infection). Tonsillitis usually begins with sudden sore throat and painful swallowing.
Sometimes, tonsillitis reoccurs, and may cause difficulty breathing.

This is what i am suffering from......

2008-11-09T19:01:00.002+08:00

Hardly i can stay at home for the weekends......

Been sleeping for more then 12 hours.....

Doing nothing except watching movies, listening to song and falling asleep........

Haiz......

As for my health i don't think its getting better......

Very worried but i can't show out......

I know he is trying his best to take care of me.....

And he will always be there for me.......

Ps: I will take care of myself de....you must take care of yours too.....Love ya

2008-11-03T22:09:00.002+08:00

Haha......soon i might have a operations.........

cry over it.....that the horrible thing that could ever happened........

please by this end of the week let the lump stop swelling......

i really dun wanna go hospital......... :(

2008-11-01T13:47:00.002+08:00

Hahaha........i guess i wanna get drunk.......

Unhappiness is half of me now.......

Smoking is going to be part of me soon.......

So i guess i will be in the coffin soon........

Haha at least i still have 1/4 of happiness in my life......

2008-10-29T13:11:00.002+08:00

How gentle is the rain,
that falls softly on the meadow.
Birds high up on the trees,
serenade the clouds with their melodies.

Oh!
See there beyond the hill,
the bright colors of the rainbow.
Some magic from above.
Made this day for us,
just to fall in love.
You'll hold me in your arms,
and say once again you'll love me.
And that your love is true,
everything will be just as wonderful.

Now,
I belong to you,
from this day until forever.
Just love me tenderly and
I'll give to youevery part of me.

Oh!
Don't ever make me cry,
through long lonely nights without us.
Be always true to me,
keep this day in your heart eternally.

You hold me in your arms,
and say once again you love me.
And that your love is true,
everything will be just as wonderful

2008-10-29T12:59:00.002+08:00

Happy to be Love.......

got a mango treat just love it tooooo much......

LOVE YOU DEEP DEEP.........

2008-10-28T16:30:00.003+08:00

Haha......got a chocolate treat and now i am sick again.......

haiz sian want to enjoy the treat but i think now i can only watch cannot eat le......

Its yummy and full of chocolate......I am craving for chocolate again haha.....

2008-10-28T02:56:00.001+08:00

CHOCOLATE IS MY ENERGY BAR........

Its the only thing now that cheers me up......haha

2008-10-24T16:22:00.001+08:00

Since very long i have taken pictures with my classmates le.......

Hahahahaha......kind of miss taking pictures with them.....

2008-10-19T12:13:00.002+08:00

hahaha.......

i will never ever fall sick again.......

its horrible.....with pple controlling what you eat.......

and they seduce you with food that you like to eat......

haha but never mind i am getting well soon i can eat what i want le

hahahahahahaha............

2008-10-14T21:52:00.002+08:00

Have been sick for a week le.......seen 3 doctors and i still don't feel good......

just can't pull myself out of bed......didn't let myself rest enough.......

have to eat porridge for the rest of the week.....horrible not spicy or sour stuff......

haiz who ask me not to take care of myself......dumb dumb me.....

2008-10-09T21:50:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday To Alice.......And to him too

All the best in every things you all do......

2008-09-20T18:03:00.000+08:00

when drinking again.....

cried again

i tried not to but it just drop on its own.....

hahahaha

what should i do.....

2008-09-19T22:39:00.002+08:00

1 more day.....

but i am still very stuck up.....

tried to relax myself but i just can't

really need to relax

so i am going sentosa tomorrow relax

been years i been there if i am not wrong

hahaha........pubbing or clubbing tomorrow still not sure

i shall see then......

nites

2008-09-17T21:04:00.001+08:00

I am feeling so horrible now.......

Thinking of him and getting myself prepared for my exams

This is the worst i can get to.......

Its just a matter of time before i really explode......

2008-09-15T21:14:00.001+08:00

Exam.......

I am feeling damm f up........

stress and relationship problem is the worst i can ever get

i just wanna be free from troubles

2008-09-09T02:07:00.002+08:00

What should i do?

Its hurting the both of us......

Shall i just walk away....

I don't dare to face you.....

I just want to cry my heart out.....

2008-09-06T12:35:00.002+08:00

VEXED.......

I REALLY NEED SOMETHING TO KEEP ME BUSY FROM ALL THINGS

HAVE BEEN CRYING BUT IT SEEMS USELESS.......

2008-09-01T21:52:00.007+08:00

DUE TO THE REQUESTS FROM EILEEN AND ALICE I SHALL MAKE MY BLOG ALIVE AGAIN.........

Clubbing at Zouk

Grandma's birthday

My Birthday gifts

Did have alots of celebrations and receives lots of gifts.....really thanks everyone who celebrated with me and sent me gifts......hahaha and i really love my flowers.......

By Dear

By my friends

By Dear again......

By my bro

And mascara, bag , wine and chocolate.........

LOVE YOU ALL........MUACKS

UPDATING SOON

2008-08-29T01:35:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!

2008-07-28T23:57:00.000+08:00

MY 4 YEARS ANNIVERSARY WAS A WASTE!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-07T22:01:00.003+08:00

First day of sch......

kind of tired to wake up early in the morning, so not used to it.......haha....sch was kind of fun, miss everyone lor....so we cam whore in class once again....muhahaha.....

This week favourite.......Alice

2008-07-02T17:59:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!!!!!!

2008-07-02T17:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!!!!!!

2008-06-28T00:42:00.003+08:00

Wednesday

Went clubbing with dear,edwin and zhiting......went to try out powerhouse, erem was alright to me not very crowded and the music was ok not that bad lar.....haha was drinking beer and i got drunk once again.....damm, hate beer lor, hate the gassy taste......YUCK!!!!!!!

2008-06-26T18:18:00.002+08:00

F*CKING PISSED.....JUST DON'T KNOW WHY PEOPLE LIKE TO PISSED ME......YOU ALL THINK FUN ISIT, LIKE TO HURT ME....I SERIOUSLY GOING TO GO F*CKING CRAZY.....

2008-06-25T00:33:00.003+08:00

I GIVE UP HOPE.....JUST DO WHAT EVER YOU WANT......MY LIFE IS ALREADY SCREWED UP, IT DON'T MATTER ANYMORE.....CONTINUE TO SCREWED IT UP, I JUST DON'T WANT TO CARE.....NOW NOTHING SEEMS TO HURT ME LE.....

2008-06-24T18:03:00.002+08:00

Everyday seems to be unhappy or is my standard of life is too high.....Haha really it seems that i only have sadness and unhappiness in my heart.....

2008-06-24T14:52:00.002+08:00

SHOULD I BE CRYING OR SHOULD I BE LAUGHING......
HAD BEEN THINKING FOR DAYS, HOW CAN I TOLERATE A PERSON LIKE HER FOR SO LONG?MY TEMPER SUPPOSE TO BE DAMM BAD, BUT HOW CAN I TAKE IT FOR SO LONG? I USED TO BE THINKING OF GETTING MARRIED WITH HIM, SUPPOSE TO BE ANOTHER 2 YEARS DOWN THE ROAD.....BUT NOW I DON'T DARE TO THINK ABOUT IT.....GETTING MARRIED TO HIS FAMILY SEEMS TO BE A NIGHTMARE FOR ME......NOW I CAN JUST DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING HOW ABOUT THE FOLLOWING YEARS? I REALLY AGREE WITH THIS WHO EVER HURTS ME, I WILL SERIOUSLY GOING TO MAKE THEM PAY FOR WHAT THEY HAVE DONE.....I DON'T HAVE TO STATE IT SO CLEARLY, IF YOU READ THIS YOU WILL KNOW WHO I AM TALKING ABOUT....

2008-06-19T19:01:00.002+08:00

HAVE ANYONE SEEN ME GOT F*CKING ANGRY......I AM SERIOUSLY GOING TO GET INTO A WAR SOON.....I DON'T WANT TO CARE WHETHER SHE IS GOING TO READ THIS.....SHE IS JUST F*CKING BITCH WHO DON'T KNOW HOW TO THINK, GIVE HER TOO MANY F*CKING CHANCES. SHE JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT THE MEANING OF GROWING UP.....F*CKING 21 YEARS OLD, STILL ACT LIKE ONE F*CKING 3 YEAR OLD KID......CONTINUE TO TEST ME, SEE WHAT I CAN DO..... BUT DON'T REGRET......

2008-06-17T22:38:00.002+08:00

I AM SO DAMM STRESS......EXAM FROM MONDAY TILL SATURDAY LOR......AHHHHHH GOING CRAZY.....ALL SUBJECT ALL 3 POINTERS..... SAT I AM SO GOING OUT TO RELAX MAN.....SUPER DUPER F*CKING STRESS

2008-06-15T13:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO MY DADDY!!!!!!

2008-06-15T12:23:00.002+08:00

How to smile.......it have been forgot in my life, maybe once in a while i can Smile.....Now i can only force my smile and laughter out....But in the heart, its tearing me apart......I may seem so happy but i can be crying and laughting at the same time......I can even watch a funny show and cry at the same time......

2008-06-15T10:30:00.001+08:00

Today

Have a wedding dinner to attend, but i dun feel like going.....not in a good mood super bad mood but i still have to drag myself to go.......have to cheer myself up now......haiz

2008-06-14T18:40:00.000+08:00

I MISS THEM.......I HAVE MONTHS I NEVER SEE THEM LE.......HAHA MISS YA

2008-06-14T02:55:00.002+08:00

Fri
DAMM.....MY GUMS ARE SPLITTING UP AGAIN.....I HATE THE WISDOM TOOTH GROWING.......

THUR

Was out with dear, had no school so decided to go to ps to catch a movie.......quite a nice show, not as bad as the first HULK MOVIE.....haha seriously i really don't know what to do now, i a funny dream don't know how to say just hope it happens and i will be freaking happy.......maybe you all can see me climb up the wall.........

I just wanna say that i wasn't too happy about your family, things said from them are just lies nothing will be true.....How long more must i wait for all this to happen? 1 month, 6 months or maybe it will never happened.........

That why i message you : "PEOPLE DO DREAM BUT OUR LOVE IS JUST A DREAM"

Many things can be happening to us now, its just how we face it......I don't want to face this problem cause it will still happen to me again.....Once i feel that its fine, everything will just start all over again.....I can be friendly and i can be evil and mean......Things done to me i will make sure they pay it back to me......I just wanna get back my life.....They ruin it and i shall ruin theirs......

I know you will read this someday......Just going to write this out to tell you how i feel now.....Its hard to describe......

2008-06-09T23:20:00.001+08:00

Can someone get me this new Lamborghini Gallardo Coupé......so f*cking nice lar.........

2008-06-09T23:10:00.002+08:00

sun

Dear came to fetch me to PRP to rest and relax....Both of us got bored so decided to take pictures......