I got this bear to accompany me.......
Feeling very funny and odd.....


Wanna cry but tears doesn't seem to fall.....


Kind of emo but trying not to be a emo kid......


I want my happiness, health and laughter back.....


I don't want to go for the check up......


I don't want to be in the hospital.....


I don't want to go for operation...........

I just want my everything to be the same.........
Today was the day i ate food which i had long missed......

Drank my favourite drink, ate subway and had my cheesecake......

I think my conditions is soon getting worst.....

How is wish the week will never come......

Really wants to cry but i am still holding on to it........

Just wish that it will never come true.......
Feeling even worst today......felt like vomiting but nothing came out......

I don't think i will be able to eat much.......

Wanna eat something sour but i don't know whether i can......

Oh well.....going to enjoy myself before i count down the hours to go for my check up......

See ya....
Soon Finishing my last batch of medicine......

I don't think it's helping.......

Finally parents ask me why am i taking so much medicine......

Don't dare to tell them....maybe wait till the day i have to operate.......

Still scared about it.....but because of someone i shall be strong.....

Ps: Dumb dumb when i recover remember to make lots of yummy food for me to eat ok?
I cried when i read his blog.......

I seriously don't think that he is useless......just that i am not taking good care of my health

Been there whenever i needs him......

Its me that is giving up my health........

Seeing medicine every single day make me feels like i am leaving you all......

But i will still be strong continue the medication and recover ASAP.......

Please do not blame yourself.....you did lots of things for me le......AND YOUR NOT USELESS....SILLY
Haha.......was on two days mc.....conditions got worst

But still under medication......now i really wish i could just remove it out.....

It seems like i am getting weaker and weaker.....but never mind i would try my best to recover

As i promise i will take my medication and i shall not give up......
Tonsillitis

Tonsillitis (ton-sil-lie-tiss) is an inflammation of the tonsils caused by an infection.
In tonsillitis, the tonsils are enlarged, red, and often coated (either partly or entirely) by a substance that is yellow, gray, or white. Tonsillitis usually occurs as part of a pharyngitis (throat infection). Tonsillitis usually begins with sudden sore throat and painful swallowing.
Sometimes, tonsillitis reoccurs, and may cause difficulty breathing.

This is what i am suffering from......
Hardly i can stay at home for the weekends......

Been sleeping for more then 12 hours.....

Doing nothing except watching movies, listening to song and falling asleep........

Haiz......

As for my health i don't think its getting better......

Very worried but i can't show out......

I know he is trying his best to take care of me.....

And he will always be there for me.......

Ps: I will take care of myself de....you must take care of yours too.....Love ya
Haha......soon i might have a operations.........

cry over it.....that the horrible thing that could ever happened........

please by this end of the week let the lump stop swelling......

i really dun wanna go hospital......... :(
Hahaha........i guess i wanna get drunk.......

Unhappiness is half of me now.......

Smoking is going to be part of me soon.......

So i guess i will be in the coffin soon........

Haha at least i still have 1/4 of happiness in my life......