F*CKING PISSED.....JUST DON'T KNOW WHY PEOPLE LIKE TO PISSED ME......YOU ALL THINK FUN ISIT, LIKE TO HURT ME....I SERIOUSLY GOING TO GO F*CKING CRAZY.....




SHOULD I BE CRYING OR SHOULD I BE LAUGHING......
HAD BEEN THINKING FOR DAYS, HOW CAN I TOLERATE A PERSON LIKE HER FOR SO LONG?MY TEMPER SUPPOSE TO BE DAMM BAD, BUT HOW CAN I TAKE IT FOR SO LONG? I USED TO BE THINKING OF GETTING MARRIED WITH HIM, SUPPOSE TO BE ANOTHER 2 YEARS DOWN THE ROAD.....BUT NOW I DON'T DARE TO THINK ABOUT IT.....GETTING MARRIED TO HIS FAMILY SEEMS TO BE A NIGHTMARE FOR ME......NOW I CAN JUST DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING HOW ABOUT THE FOLLOWING YEARS? I REALLY AGREE WITH THIS WHO EVER HURTS ME, I WILL SERIOUSLY GOING TO MAKE THEM PAY FOR WHAT THEY HAVE DONE.....I DON'T HAVE TO STATE IT SO CLEARLY, IF YOU READ THIS YOU WILL KNOW WHO I AM TALKING ABOUT....
HAVE ANYONE SEEN ME GOT F*CKING ANGRY......I AM SERIOUSLY GOING TO GET INTO A WAR SOON.....I DON'T WANT TO CARE WHETHER SHE IS GOING TO READ THIS.....SHE IS JUST F*CKING BITCH WHO DON'T KNOW HOW TO THINK, GIVE HER TOO MANY F*CKING CHANCES. SHE JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT THE MEANING OF GROWING UP.....F*CKING 21 YEARS OLD, STILL ACT LIKE ONE F*CKING 3 YEAR OLD KID......CONTINUE TO TEST ME, SEE WHAT I CAN DO..... BUT DON'T REGRET......
I AM SO DAMM STRESS......EXAM FROM MONDAY TILL SATURDAY LOR......AHHHHHH GOING CRAZY.....ALL SUBJECT ALL 3 POINTERS..... SAT I AM SO GOING OUT TO RELAX MAN.....SUPER DUPER F*CKING STRESS
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO MY DADDY!!!!!!
How to smile.......it have been forgot in my life, maybe once in a while i can Smile.....Now i can only force my smile and laughter out....But in the heart, its tearing me apart......I may seem so happy but i can be crying and laughting at the same time......I can even watch a funny show and cry at the same time......
Today

Have a wedding dinner to attend, but i dun feel like going.....not in a good mood super bad mood but i still have to drag myself to go.......have to cheer myself up now......haiz
I MISS THEM.......I HAVE MONTHS I NEVER SEE THEM LE.......HAHA MISS YA

Fri
DAMM.....MY GUMS ARE SPLITTING UP AGAIN.....I HATE THE WISDOM TOOTH GROWING.......

THUR

Was out with dear, had no school so decided to go to ps to catch a movie.......quite a nice show, not as bad as the first HULK MOVIE.....haha seriously i really don't know what to do now, i a funny dream don't know how to say just hope it happens and i will be freaking happy.......maybe you all can see me climb up the wall.........

I just wanna say that i wasn't too happy about your family, things said from them are just lies nothing will be true.....How long more must i wait for all this to happen? 1 month, 6 months or maybe it will never happened.........

That why i message you : "PEOPLE DO DREAM BUT OUR LOVE IS JUST A DREAM"

Many things can be happening to us now, its just how we face it......I don't want to face this problem cause it will still happen to me again.....Once i feel that its fine, everything will just start all over again.....I can be friendly and i can be evil and mean......Things done to me i will make sure they pay it back to me......I just wanna get back my life.....They ruin it and i shall ruin theirs......

I know you will read this someday......Just going to write this out to tell you how i feel now.....Its hard to describe......









got this for myself.....it look nice and smell nice.....so i bought it.....haha


Finally i can have a short break till monday........All lesson was cancelled going to have fun and a good rest......Going out later to enjoy myself later....upload photo tomorrow.......

HAVING FUN........