i think i am hurting him big time for what had happened..........

SORRY ABOUT IT.......


I AM CRAVING FOR MY MILK TEA!!!!!!


CAN SOMEONE GET IT FOR ME.........


HAIZ IT IS SO HARD TO FIND IT IN

ORCHARD......AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
when for a drink at boat quay.....at white bar.....only the two of us......girls power!!!!!!!actually was to celebrate her birthday....cause she not feeling good.....just sat there to chill....drank a bucket of beer but got sick of it at the last bottle.....so we decided to leave and go for food......had fried seafood rice and chicken wings......yummy very nice.....hahaha love it.....then she came to my house for a girls talk.....reach home around 11 20......was talking non- stop till 3........hahahaha cool man......11 years of friendship......cool right hahah.....best buddy man.......hahahahahaha.......ah girl celebrate ur birthday again.........
he fly off to thailand le.......so sian.....i miss he alot......sobz sobz i wanna go too......he's coming home in a week time.....die i got no life again......no one to accompany me out to play and have fun le......sobz sobz......
i think my tears are dried up again......i can't cry le, was so moody and say......tried to force myself to cry but nothing came out......how how how.....can anyone tell me how to cry ?????

i really need to cry my hearts out....but it's f*cking hard.......maybe i am to immune to this......hahaha.....

STRESS, TIRED,SICK AND I NEED A LIFE!!!!!!!
Bought a new table.....its like a peanut shape and it red colour with black legs......and a pink chair......hahaha i like it.....now my room looks bigger......hahaha spent the whole day cleaning my room.....but now i got a problem on where too put my pooh bear.......haha.....

now i am pissed again quarrel again.....hate it back just back to last year.....both of us quarrel for 3 mths plus.....when can we stop quarreling.......super sick and tired of it....
maybe its time to go........too tired already too much of everything.....i feel so heartless now.....i used to be understanding now i am a heartless girl....especially anything happened to the family i will treat it as a joke......reason why?????

all i can say was too much stress from them, everything was too much......really i have no hopes for my future.......now i felt like giving up everything.....there might be a possibility that i will fly to other country to continue my study there.....i hope its a good choice for me to make.....should i go with what i want to do or do the things i need to do........
I can't imagine that i can wake up at 4 plus and leave home around 5 plus am to go work......omg....totally i am super shagged.....my pimples are popping out again....damm....hate it....i am so going to try to sleep early....

i still have to work till sat then i have my off day......goodness totally unbelievable panda eyes is back......ahhhhhhhhhhhhh super sleepy now.....hope i am not running a fever....felt kind of dizzy hate that feeling......haha now is my sleeping time.....
SCHOOL ATTATCHMENT IS SUPER DUPER SIAN......

HAHAHAHA......STLL HAVE 3 MTHS PLUS TO GO.......
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!

hope everyone have a happy 2008 and have fun through out the whole year...stay healthy.....

hope to see everyone soon.....especially my girls.....one of them the birthday is coming so i make myself free on the day.....stay happy and loving.......

MUACKS LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!