Been months that i last update....

Today its my anniversary but bf have to run mid-night shift.

Monday i will get to see him again.

This is the first time i am really happy in this relationship.

Really hope he is the one.

Shall show you all a photo of him.

A few days ago, had a great talk with my girlfriend.....Talking about relationship, guys and how to forget about them.....Sometimes we girls need accompany, love, care and concern but they just would not understand our feelings. Hint them, sometimes they get it sometimes they don't! When we girls ask them stuffs, they will start to complain why are we controlling them! When we head home late, scolding is what we got! Isit that hard to get someone that treats we girls like queen and dotes us? Where have all the perfect guys gone too?

Sunday i had a great big smile on my face, sometimes i just really just need someone to talk to.Lucky thing is i have him around to keep me relax and comfortable. Talking to him i could just think real well and consider what to do next. Sometimes being alone will allow me to be relax for a while. I know you all might find it odd but it really works for me.

I really a good night yesterday, the talking and the chilling was great. Felt super relax after telling you all my stuff and the stress i have. A short drink with the sea breeze was the best place that i want to be. I will be back there for more chilling and relaxing.

All stress and thinking must be done ASAP if not i really going crazy! But at least i am more relax that ever. So i deserve a short vacation for relaxations and shopping. Anyone who have leave to spare me on the March please tell me, cause i looking for friends to accompany along.

Sunday is just one day away, will it spoilt my whole weekend or will it end it with a big smile on my face? I don't dare to think about it, just hope that I won't cry over this. Maybe its really time for me to make a huge step of my life, really get out of Singapore to work or study. Maybe i should give it a try on a working vacation, out of Singapore and have sometime to think about what to do and what I want. I seriously don't want to do what my parents wants me to do after i finish my attachment in June. How I wish i am in a family whereby decision making is done by myself and not parents controlling over it. Anyways they are still my parents after all nothing wrong when I listen to the ways and wants. Why not right? Keep everyone are going to be happy but I the one who is cry all day long.

Many things happened in 2010.....

Everything just started and i am having a bad start off.....

I just hope everything won't be that bad!!!!!!

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Today its a last day in FnB department and its the new year eve.....

Its a happy day and i am loving it.....

Celebration will be with frens at where still not sure.....

I hope it is fun and not to get drunk.....